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ANDY, or: The Four Horsegirls of the Apocalypse

by Pelvis Wrestley

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1.
When I was at rivers edge, readying to make my bed, Engineering accidents, I was made to meet your eye, Darkness of periphery, I can hardly stand your gaze, When you offered me your hand, Only Andy bade me stay, And oh, you clip my nails, Oh, you braid my hair, Oh, you paint my eyes, You dress my sides, When I am bare, Traveling the overpass, I envision bridges falling, And as I’m making my descent, I decide to go back home, In the backyard, my brother Carrying my broken ribs, Making straight my crooked ways, Lifting up my heavy head, And oh, you clip my nails, Oh, you braid my hair, Oh, you paint my eyes, You dress my sides, When I am bare, I am glorious again, I’m better now, I found my friend
2.
It is an insecure world, I know, but I feel secure. I got a ritual, I put a little guardian by my front door. You always say that you will be there but you don’t know if you will be there, You gotta put it in a thought, make a plan, Say a little prayer. I don’t know how to talk about it, I think I wanna talk about it, I wanna talk a little more in an insecure world, In Secure World, I feel secure. I lit a candle by the window, from below you could see the light. I’m always tossing and I’m turning, But the Lion is asleep tonight, And when I’m closing my eyes, Hot pain as I feel you fade– I see a hundred old faces, But I just can’t seem to remember your name, I know that people come and go, I know that people always come and go, There is a limit to control, It is an insecure world, In Secure World, I feel secure. I told you that I had a bad dream, But I think I know exactly what it means! I heard a voice inside a vent whisper No one is gonna save me Nobody, nobody, no one you know, No one you know, no one you know, nobody
3.
Act2ualize 02:40
I don’t how to hold in my hand what I hold in my heart, I got my finger on the pulse of it, but that is just the start, I woke up frighten, heard it calling in the middle of the night, I saw the floating shape of every living energy combined, I felt a love I’d never known, and wanted more: Act 2, Act 2, actualize Last time around, I was a blade of grass, glistening with dew, I know I’m fading fast, but I’ll be coming back again real soon, When I find my form, I may return as someone you knew, I know now everything you did to me, I had done to you, And in the end we’re gonna see through each other’s eyes Act 2, Act 2, actualize
4.
Holy Host 03:38
A still and quiet voice, you whispered “You’re not like the other boys,” And though that may be true I don’t think that I had another choice But let’s talk about you I wanna know what you get into Like, when you breathe into your lungs Do you exhale in the angels’ tongues? I saw a flame over your head We kissed and then went where the spirit led Underneath the overhang Your words were outpaced by the falling rain And I felt the same– there’s somethings you don’t have to explain It’s buried underneath the text Like the ecstasy of Saint Teresa But it ain’t no secret it was a whisper on the weather And if you’re quiet you can hear it Like the moving of the holy spirit I wasn’t looking for a guarantee Just wanna hear you say you want me If you call me then I will approach Invoke me like the holy ghost And then the word became the flesh Your body declared on the manifest Staring at the lion moon I’m baptized, the fire burned in your eyes And combusted into mine We held it like it’s hot to the touch It was a name we never knew But it descended on me like a dove But it ain’t no secret it was a whisper on the weather And if you’re quiet you can hear it Like the moving of the holy spirit I wasn’t looking for a guarantee Just wanna hear you say you want me If you call me then I will approach Invoke me like the holy ghost Ah Ah Ah Can’t take it back, no Can’t take it back, no Ah Ah Ah Won’t take it back, no Won’t take it back, no Ah Ah Ah Wouldn’t take it back, no Wouldn’t take it back, no Ah Ah Ah I got your back, girl, and everybody knows It ain’t no secret, it was a whisper on the weather And if you’re quiet you can hear it Like the moving of the holy spirit I wasn’t looking for a guarantee Just wanna hear you say you want me If you call me then I will approach Invoke me like the holy ghost If you call me then I will approach Invoke me like the holy ghost Take our love out on the road Easter sunday, coast to coast You’re the one I love the most Hallelujah, Host of Hosts
5.
Drawbridge 02:51
Get out, get out, get out, I seen it all before, Don’t hesitate, Don’t take the hit anymore, I thought to have and hold, Meant you’d lose control less often, But I don’t think I knew I’d ever have Another option, And if you want to be a friend to me, I would love to know you better, And if you do the same for me, I can’t imagine what we wouldn’t weather, Don’t waste your time on them, They’re gonna bleed you dry, I tried and tried, but I don’t think That I could ever change their mind. It’s your move–just quit! Don’t hit me with None of that bullshit, I heard it all a hundred times before, I’m having none of it, If you want to be a friend to me, There is a bridge you may cross over, Cus every day, I wake up from a dream of you and me, shoulder to shoulder, Again and again
6.
Horse Dreams 04:17
Wings, horse with wings Wings, horse with wings, All of us here waiting, All of us are waiting for The horse with wings, A horse with wings, I saw my father in the side yard Build a wooden shed, I saw my mother in the kitchen Making space for me, We were preparing things For a horse with wings, We were all fitting form For a horse with horns I saw my brother draw a goblin On a secret sheet I saw my other brother craft A paper airplane We were preparing things For a horse with wings, We were all fitting form For a horse with horns, We were exchanging names All for a horse in flames, We were all lost in thought For the horses’ god
7.
Open Letter 04:10
8.
Revenge 02:36
Blood for blood, two for one. I’m gonna get you back for what you done. Pound for pound, fire and flood– I’m gonna strike you down in the name of love. Every day I wake up with a pain in my side, But I’m gonna stay alive Just cus you wanted me to die, I don’t know how to take it And if push will come to shove, Then I stand atop my castle wall To show you what is love, There’s a banner hanging over me, I’m carried on the wings of doves, And I’m swingin’ like a chariot, Revenging in the name of love, What did you do, I’m always gonna love you, There ain’t no looking down As though I were the stars above you, Nine times out of ten, I wish we were still friends, We used to be so good Just can’t recall exactly when, And honest, I still think of you! I hope you’re doing well! But I ain’t breaking bread With no one damning me to hell The bill is overdue now But you don’t know how to pay it, If your god is gonna come for me, Best get out of his way, Got a love that drives out every fear, And I’m too afraid to keep you near, Got no record of the wrongs– In heaven, I would still be queer, Revenging in the name of love, Revenging in the name of love
9.
Lily 03:41
Lily, meet me early Easter morning by the creek, We’ll get baptized, They were putting one hand over our noses, One over our eye, I would rather be blind Than see all things clearly I was losing my mind Because that’s how they love me, It was never a choice, But it’s mine to decide– I was a child I know you were protector of my heart, But that’s not what needs protection, The body was a better place to start. Lily white as sheet, I saw you wash all of the color from your cheek, And I was dressed in orchid pink and green when I called you to the window. I was outside, I hoped you would see me, I’d been singing for hours Cus that’s how you hear me And I hoped you’d come down And become my family– I was a child, I was a child I was alone, No Lily above me, I had become impure So now you can’t love me, I was a cake that you baked, In the shape of a lamb, A child in your hand, I was a child
10.
Andy 04:47
Andy was a diamond in the light, He was shining on my side In the tower of my enemies. He came to my room at a time When the shadow of mind Was incomplete and growing. My negative space, Getting darker every day, Silhouetted by your glowing, I feel the shame by your Power and your name And the river overflowing I wanna feel whole, I get a little closer every day, But then I lose control And let the current take me. He took me to the mountain in the south And the water in its mouth was frozen over, We walked from the river to the lake, And the water held our weight But still moved under Standing in the deep with a friend Without fear of sinking in For thou art with me. I offer this moment, take and hold, As it, halted by the cold, Becomes observable. But then Andy went to the river all alone, I was trading in the current for a home. At least I know you for a time, We ain’t gettin’ out of this world alive.
11.
A world of wood is a world on fire, A heart of mud will get you sinking neck deep, And I’m barely feeling free Because the world’s in danger– How long have you been standing there? How much did you hear? Well I think you should know that I had a bad day, But I meant what I said in every single way. I know that people always come and go, I thought I should let you know, You were always on my mind, I can’t let go. The world is a bucking horse, And we’re barely holding on, There ain’t no meaning to our lives, We’re just trying to survive, And love is just as sweet When the days are getting hotter, You got me rolling on your withers, You got me flipping on your mane, Well I think you should know that I had a hard month, But I’m still on top–what more could you want? Even if I’m on the move, I’ll be coming home real soon, Just hold me close for the night, While I am by your side, Well I think you should know that I had a hard year, But I slept through the night, I didn’t shed a single tear

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Pelvis Wrestley's sophomore LP, Andy, or: the Four Horsegirls of the Apocalypse, is a fantastical meditation on impermanence through the lens of missing persons, and people we miss. Written in the back-and-forth days of unclear pandemic guidelines, the songs are informed by the diasporas of 2020, where so many people relocated without even the suggestion of a goodbye party. The record is named for a previous Benjamin Violet project, ANDY, which saw its members relocate during lockdown. As Pelvis Wrestley, Violet repurposes the mythology of the titular demigod for a new era.

Andy was the best we ever met. When Andy went missing in the Spring of ‘05, it was easy to assume ascension rather than departure, and we learned to say to one another: “Anywhere Andy goes–that is the house of Andy.”

The House of Andy sits equidistant from two volcanoes in heavy flow, and has a kennel, which houses a pack of large dogs, of which I am one. Andy can be seen sitting on the veranda sipping blue raspberry frozen drinks as he watches the magma-go-lava. And as we each go missing in our comings and goings, we too will be added to Andy.

Before, I told you of a pack of large dogs, of which I am one. What I did not tell you is that many of those dogs are horses.

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released February 14, 2024

Written and composed by Jammy Violet
Engineered by Daniel Sahad, James Petralli, Michael Landon, Jim Campo
Mixed / Produced by Benjamin Violet, Michael Landon, Frenchi Smith, James Petralli, Drew Vandenberg
Mastered by Carl Saff

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Pelvis Wrestley Austin, Texas

Pelvis Wrestley is glam senselessness and country sensibility. Looking to American royalty--Patsy Cline,
June Carter Cash, Linda Martel, et al--to inform their distinct brand of
baroque pop, they will introduce us to their blend of western-infused
gems with their debut record, Vortexas Vorever
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